corny haikus

i wrote these today at work.
it's kind of like i had this feeling.
this feeling something would happen today.
a major release. i just kept writing. i actually wrote more. prose/surrealist/non-fiction. it feels really fucking good. i might post some of it here. but for now, i will spare you and will only allow you to read some corny and sad haikus

nausea sets best

real longing for release

with tears at the tip

.

forget all of me

and what harm you had done well

repeat it with her

.

is salvation sweet

humility hard to reach

angels candied-stone

little did i know when i got home that i would be "de-friended" from her facebook. whatever. she wants to be happy with her new little woman. that's fine. i can cry about how she never even grieved me all i want, it won't make her grieve me any more. i am the only one sad in this whole thing. and besides, at least i'm not quoting cheesy ani difranco lyrics like her gf is. and i quote
"A... is a bull and you are a china shop"
and i could stare at the brand spankin' new pic of them grinning really hard and holding hands together... i could stare at it. but i won't. i've blocked her from my facebook so i can't search her and she can't search me. and that is where our pathetic epic will end.

yeah. "you had time" is a SAD love song. not a happy one. and it's also very mid-90s.
what what? the bitch is back. :-)